Tomorrow I’m going into hospital to have my Gall bladder removed. I saw the specialist on Thursday and he took one look at my blood test results and the ultrasound and basically said I needed to have the thing removed ASAP.
Part of me if grateful that I have a Dr that is concerned enough to jump on board and demand I take care of things. The other part is scared shitless about the whole thing.
The surgery part is not what scares me, it is leaving Jordan. Leaving Jordan with Tim to look after him, I’m confident that Tim will be able to do a fantastic job, I’m just scared about Jordan missing me too much. Or that he may feel abandoned by me as I’m not going to be here for him.